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Friday, August 27, 2004
MLTR - 25 MiNutEs
oh sheesh.. im such a lazy bum..
been slping at 8 plus.. 7 plus these few days...
argh!! what's happening to me?
couldnt concentrate in class..
blehx..
this IS bad =(
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A song by Garth Brooks:
Just the other night, at a hometown football game
my wife and I ran into my old high school flame.
And as I introduced them, the past came back to me
and I couldn't help but think of the way things used to be;
She was the one that I'd wanted for all time
and each night I'd spend praying that God would make her mine.
And if He'd only grant me this wish I wished back then,
I'd never ask for anything again.....
Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talking to the man upstairs
That just because He doesn't answer doesn't mean He don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers
She wasn't quite the angel, that I'd remembered in my dreams,
And I could tell that time had changed me, in her eyes too it seems
We tried to talk about the old days, wasn't much we could recall;
I guess the Lord knows what he's doing after all
And as she walked away, I looked at my wife,
And then and there I thanked the Good Lord for all the gifts in my life
Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers
Remember when you're talking to the amn upstairs
That just because He doesnt answer doesn't mean He don't care
Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers...........
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Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night
in the home of a wealthy family.
The family was rude and refused to let the angels
stay in the mansion's guest room.
Instead the angels were given a small space in
the cold basement.
As they made their bed on the hard floor, the
older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it.
When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied,
"Things aren't always what they seem."
The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a poor farmer and his wife.
After sharing what little food they had the couple
let the angels sleep in their bed where they could
have a good night's rest.
When the sun came up the next morning the angels
found the farmer and his wife in tears.
Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole
income, lay dead in the field.
The younger angel was infuriated and asked the
older angel how could you have let this happen?
The first man had everything, yet you helped him,
she accused.
The second family had little but was willing to
share everything, and you let the cow die.
"Things aren't always what they seem," the older
angel replied.
"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I
noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall.
Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and
unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the
wall so he wouldn't find it."
"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed,
the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him
the cow instead.
Things aren't always what they seem."
Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things
don't turn out the way they should. If you have
faith, you just need to trust that every out come
is always to your advantage. You just might not
know it until some time later...
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i had a hard time believing... i doubt God's blessing in my life since the day disappoinments sank in my heart..
i spent time praying.. i spent time studying.. i put in my all .. give in my all..
onli to receive something that i would never recieve..
is this a blessing in disguise?
i dun noe.. i choose not to think the positive way..
i hardened my heart..
i blamed God..
i never wan to understand the reason..
why my prayers were unanswered.. why my efforts didnt pay off..
i refused to listen..
i struggled through these mixed feelings in my heart..
im very tired..
im really tired of acting happy..
im really tired of not feeling happy..
i wan to be released from all this burdens..
i wan to let go..
i wan to give up..
but in that last second.. i held on God..
my spirit is willing.. my sinful nature is not..
actions that contradicts..
words that are ironic..
im sick of myself..
i begun to hate me..
i felt that all my dreams and desires were crashed since that fateful day..
i refused to let go of my hurts
i dwelt in it..
hurts begun to multiply themselves..
up to the point that im so negative..
still i hide it all in me..
i kept on thinkin..
i cant visualize my future
it seems so dark..
i cant break through this emotion hurdle
i closed up..
i seemed far off..
questions started to pile up right in front of me..
im sick of answering..
i never made the decision to be happy..
i dunno what i wan in my life animore
i choose to run away..
i escape from all this
i live in illusions..
i cudnt think there can be anithing good happening to myself..
one day...
i saw this quote..
" when you are at the bottom of the valley... the onli way u can go is up"
the first thing that came to my mind was..
alternative option is to stay there forever..
i guess.. God is wonderful..
even when i doubted Him.. i blamed Him .. i hated Him..
He still loves me the same , yesterday , today and forevermore..
i Thank God for this word..
i noe it came from You
w i t h . l o v e
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