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Sunday, August 15, 2004
went to church today
initially was overwhelmed..
cuz.. i had to take care of two new friends.. *not mine* when im spiritually down
so i tried to act happy
after the rest reached church
i retreated into my world
during service..
cudnt sense God..
becuz i refused to .. i guess
after svc.. tried to hide from leaders..
after that..
i went into thinking mode..
everything was so messed up..
i encouraged myself and discouraged myself AT THE SAME TIME
i told myself to be strong.. and i told myself to give up AT THE SAME TIME
i decided to stay..
a decision i've chosen..
to trust God once again..
i dunno why i made this decision..
but i think.. somehow this is God's doing..
why?
when i tht of backsliding..
suddenly a number of people starting popping up in my life to talk about God
when usually they dun even talk to me..
so .. now... if this is not of God.. who is it oF?
i guess.. i nid to get up..
run the race..
keep the faith..
im totally at lost when i realised my o lvl result was a B3
it must be the stupid devil..
but i blamed God..
now.. Im a fool..
so now.. im no longer a fool..
so i shall trust God again..
w i t h . l o v e
12:13 AM
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