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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
jus read my kor's blog.. *yes .. by bloody relations* , i've realized one thing which i finally agree with him
as quoted from his blog :
"Perhaps i think too much, then again, perhaps other ppl are too caught up in the rat race to actually slow down , take a moment and think. "
"I realised sometimes u just have to see beyond the present shroud to realise what is actually beyond them."
as i stood in front of my window.. feeling the cool winds brushing against me.. i took a moment to relax.. to clear my mind..
during this few mintues..though short.. i came to know myself in a brand new way..
funny how things work.. i've come to realize how much i've changed.. not only becuz the progression of age.. but also the environment im exposed to .. this society is too fast-paced.. sometimes i do feel like im suffocating .. i long to get released by the grip of pressures.. im bounded by stress..
i lost my focus.. i stopped at the present.. reliving the past everyday..
sometimes.. people get too caught up in their illusions.. they failed to look at the present .. they fantasized about the future.. sometimes people get too caught up by their past.. they limit themselves in the present.. they can no longer generate a future.. for me.. im caught up in the past.. i refused to accept the present.. i created an illusion about my future.. but reality struck me.. im being pull back to the present.. juz like a perpetual gravational force .. pullin me back whenever i've wandered too far.. this is a never ending circle..
i took a step out.. review now.. i alwayz thought i know what i wan in life.. what i wan to achieve.. however today.. i can sae that im disillusioned.
when the truth juz smack me right in my face.. with my exams staring in front of me.. i know time is running out..
if i don do what i can to salvage this situation.. i can sae that i belong to the world of road sweepers
w i t h . l o v e
2:25 PM
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