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Thursday, September 09, 2004
juz came back from cell group
well , actually studied with gab at 883 mac before cell
it was alright until this group of 3 indian girls *i have nothing against indians.i love different races*
they were so squeaky and loud and all..
fussing over one sms..
thinking their thoughts ALOUD
and it was disturbing
very disturbing
especially when i was doing AMATH
i din appreciate the noise
so i put on my earphone
and i could HEAR THEM
i stared at them.. i glared at them
they took no notice..
after wat seems like eternity *which was in fact 1/2 hr* later
they left..
peace was granted to me..
i finished my amath hmk
welll... part of it..
the ones which i knew how to do..
arghhh..
i am losing it
im starting to feel that tension
i felt that im not prepared at all
o lvl is like 2 mths away
and i am NOT PREPARED
i felt that the time that i have spent in sec 3 and earlier this year
was wasted..
really..
now i am very scared
i am terrified..
i couldnt stand the thought of getting at least 4 A1s..
NO I CANT..
well.. i hope with God .. it is possible.. He knows my desires..
The fervent prayer of the righteous man avails much
i really hope so ..
God .. give me that confirmation..
i nid to know..
aniwae.. after cellgroup..
we sang " You are my star" to sis bao lian.. i was so nervous.. i got this line which i cant get the pitch rite..
i kept on practising and practising..
guess it turned out quite alright..
even though i was crying and all..
i guess.. alone i couldnt do much.. but i have God with me..
His strength is upon me..
i shld get out of this "being young" in the Lord thing..
i shld get over and get on ..
im searching for the faith..
that i once had..
so i wun be that stress and i can be assured that i will do well..
cuz with God .. all things are possible.
w i t h . l o v e
11:30 PM
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