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Sunday, November 14, 2004
im feeling so lethargic .. i do hope i will get back all my energy by two days' time so i can really concentrate on my papers.. i certainly do not wish to have a repeat of what happen in prelims and O lvl social studies' paper.. i was so tired that i decided not to do the last two source based questions.. haha.. i cant believe i had the audacity to do so .. but still .. it wasnt a very good testimony ..I will not *never again* rely on my own strength
i had been thinking about what Pastor had preached yesterday.. our unique calling .. the sole purpose that we had been brought to the earth.. We are all called by God.. to do something.. but our primary calling is just to fellowship with God .. God loves each and everyone of us..
" For God so love the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life " Jn 3:16
i mean.. God wants us to fellowship with Him.. He is calling us , by OUR NAMES , everyday .. to go home and fellowship with Him .. juz like how the father long for the prodigal son to come home .. Our sins are FORGIVEN .. through the Blood that Jesus , who so loves us . had shed for us 2000 years ago.. this really struck me in my heart .. Quiet time is not just plainly coming before God with your prayer list .. It's about talking to God .. Spirit to Spirit
One day .. my life on this earth has ended .. i wants to come before Jesus .. and when Jesus ask me , " Have you done the things I had asked you to do," i would like to reply , " Yes Lord , I did what you asked me to do. I had tried my best. " I dont want to have any regrets of not fulfilling my calling .. i want , at the end of my lifetime on this earth , God to tell me , " Good and Faithful Servant . " that is all that i need.
God is faithful at all times .. i stumble at times .. why? becus i am not sure about my calling
2 Pet 1:10 " Thefore, brethren, be even more diligent to make your call and election SURE, for if you do these things you will never stumble."
The hour of visitation is precious .. i wan to be so sensitive to the holy spirit ... to let God lead my way .. for who can i trust except My Maker?
Everything is lifted up to His hands.. i will not worry about anything .. I will cast all my cares upon Him .. He knows my desires .. He knows what i need and He will give what that is best to me .]
Jesus said His yolk is easy and His burden is light .
I will ask and keep on asking .. perserverance is often what i lack .. but i shall now build upon it ..
"But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you."
"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you."
No matter what the result i will get next year , be it i will go to poly or jc or anything , i will accept it ..i will go .. for it is what the Lord has called me to go .. to follow Him where He will lead me .. everything is in His Hands
And Lord , in everything i do , giving all glory unto you
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