Monday, January 31, 2005
im happy
becuz i will see certain someone for almost every week for a few mths
no idea what im talking about?
too bad =X
haha.. choir prac cum appreciation night was fun!!!
did lots of funny warming up exercises..
we got a new bottle with the logo .. chc vocals
heh..
now i can have a bottle of my own
to show my identity
LOLX!!
am real tired
shopping spree at 10 am
haha..
im a happy girl
x)
anyway.. there's something wrong with my right eye..
it's so painful
i dunno why
I'll pray for God's healing
heh..
--
create in me .. a new heart.. one that follows You
a heart after you - written by bro mark and sis caroline
nice nice song!
i am goin to learn how to play on guitar
oh yeah!
sis bel sae that we mite be recording an album in april..
so we are singing all these songs written by bro KC , bro Mark , sis caroline and maybe even the songs written by our choir members
so exciting!
the last album that our church recorded was like in 2001..
so psyched for this!
many people are going to be blessed !
Im gonna be a worshipper.. that worships God in spirit and in truth..
amen!
w i t h . l o v e
1:13 AM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
i felt rejected by my friends..
im so depressed
no one wan to accompany to go shopping today
-whines-
LOLX!!!!
have to go choir appreciation night today
but.. i .. dun even know what song my group has written
becuz of the changes in the grouping..
i changed my group
AGAIN!
Im now hungry and alone and bored
i wan to eat pasta!
no one accompany me..
all my friends dunno today why all so busy...
too busy to let me squeeze into their schedule today
-sighs-
i came here to rant ..
to kill the boredom..
but..
the end result?
im even more bored and sianz =X
w i t h . l o v e
1:30 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
pastor preached a series of powerful messages at the beginning of this year
as usual .. today is no exception
pastor talked about the 4 direction of faith that we should have!
Dont restrict God .. Dont limit God .. most imptly .. if we can conceive the idea there is no reason why we should receive it..
the 4 direction of faith ::
1) Height :: Have faith in God
rem.. faith is a choice.. We dont need faith for something we can see.. but we NEED faith for something we cannot see..
believers of God are blessed because they have faith to believe what they cannot see..
Limitation .. a word that we should impose on God..
rem it's one thing to get out of the place of limitation , another to get limitation out of your mind!!!
Ps 78:40-41
our negativity will hinder the promises of God!
dont be negative.. never ever limit GOD!!
2) Depth :: Have faith in Yourself
eph 2 :10
ps 139:14
We alwayz travel in the direction of your mental image
anything we act on ..we reinforce
we dont need to prove to anyone to show that we have the ability
to know who we are in Christ .. that is the ultimate security
3) Width :: Have faith in others
God believe in US! Even before we knew Jesus.. Jesus died on the cross for us.. knowing that one day we will go into the kingdom of God
if God have faith in other people.. we should likewise too have faith in OTHERS
and of cuz.. last but not least
4) Length :: Have faith in your future
faith is walking in obedience of what God directs you in
pro 3: 5 - 6
--
aniwae.. after service.. went to jurong point with mummy..
wah piangz!
the place is like packed with people
felt like fainting when i saw the crowd
-sighs-
goin shopping tml..
haha.. i didnt see what i wanted to buy at jurong point mahz
aniwae..
adult fare is like bad ..
i juz topped up like $30 the week before..
and now it's low in credit again
=~~
God will provide ..
heeeeeeee
difference between a "want" and a "need"
a "want" is an option for God to bless us
a "need" is an obligation whereby God has to bless me *Thus says the Lord , i shall supply all your NEEDS*
w i t h . l o v e
10:45 PM
here's a few courses im interested in..
Diploma in New Media (RP)
Diploma in Multimedia Computing (NP)
Diploma in Multimedia InfoComm (NYP)
Diploma in Multimedia Technology (SP)
Diploma in Interactive Media Design (TP)
so now.. which school should i choose?
w i t h . l o v e
12:06 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
I AM DYING TO GO SHOPPING!!!!!!!!
but i must wait for 31 jan..
haha.. thank God Yasmine is able to replace me on monday =)
so .. gab and i will be shopping from 11 am - 8 or 9 plus
hehe....
so many things i wanna buy...
here's my shopping list ::
* levi's jeans
* samuel and kevin's shirt
* b.u.m. equipment skirt
* roxy skirt
* op shirt
* bag for korkor
* present for daryl
* gab's billabong/op skirt
* redearth eyeshadow
* topshop formal shirt
* new shoes
* roxy/billabong wallet
* puremilk jacket/shirt
i hope my pay is enough =P
and chinese new year is juz round the corner
i hope i will be able to get mp3 player next month
it has been SO SO SO LONG since i last went shoppin
anticipating
heh
w i t h . l o v e
4:55 PM
nice song..
I CAN SEE THE GLORY OF THE LORD
Key: E
Worship
I CAN SEE THE GLORY OF THE LORD
FALLING FROM HEAVEN, FALLING A ROUND ME
I CAN HEAR THE CALLING OF THE LORD
DRAWING ME CLOSER INTO ETERNITY
HOLY GHOST BREATHE UPON ME
INTO MY SOUL
FILL ME WITH GLORY
ALL MY LIFE I WANT TO SING
PRAISES TO YOU
HERE IN YOUR SANCTUARY
w i t h . l o v e
12:13 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
You Are the Achiever |
3
You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy.
Eager to reach your goals, you are aambitious and competitive.
You are good at movtivating yourself and motivating others.
You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor.
|
You Are a Dreaming Soul |
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
|
w i t h . l o v e
6:01 PM
someone from the kitchen asked me..
(uncle) : "Xiao mei! No school today?"
(me) : "Uncle.. i waiting for results lah.."
(full-time cook , i dunno the name.. something choo): "How's work?"
(me): *shrugs* "Okie okie lor.."
(cook): "Aiyah.. the people working here are all uncles .."
(me) : " Yeah lor ..."
aniwae.. a few customers asked me the same question when i served them.
(customers) : " Wah.. You skipped sch today aR? You student right?" -some sort similar-
(me): " I waiting for Os results.. I am 17 this year.."
the common/typical look they gave me..
*Eyes wide open.. jaws dropped..*
yeah.. thanks alot..
if people keep calling me " XIAO MEI AR" ..
i will forever look like im juz 14 or 15
aniwae.. i juz bought two cakes for tanya's and xena's birthday
cellgroup later..
going shopping with mommy on sat
going shopping with gabbie darling and ning dear on 31/01 or 1/02 or 2/02
the date is not yet confirmed
so my darling and dear
CONFIRM WITH ME LAHX..
aniwae..
i still owe daryl's birthday present
so daryl.. if u happen to see me.. pls tell me what you wan before i went for my shopping spree
and i still owe gab's and my brother's present
awwwwwww
im so bad =X
w i t h . l o v e
5:24 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
recently.. i noticed a certain trend..
people like to stare at me..
and i came up with a few reasons why they do that
1) either i am too ugly
2) or i've horns growing on my head
3) or i am too pretty
i reckon is that i suddenly turn too pretty =X
LoLx..
aniwae.. went for bible study..
lixuan waited 1/2 hr for me =X
i felt so guilty.. so i helped her carry her bag
shan't tell the whole situation.. too funny..
-embarrassed-
aniwae.. went to plaza sing to eat..
i was leaning out on the escalator..
and i banged on that plastic thing that was hanging along the way
so many embarrassing things happened to me today
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
so shy =X
anywae.. my manager told me i will be working on valentine's day
that's unfair!
but since all my colleagues got date..
i shall be the kind soul
haha...
shall not blog the usual mundane matters
real tired
blog soon...
w i t h . l o v e
10:23 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Listening to : I think of you - Tata Young
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
(chorus)
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
(chorus)
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
(chorus)
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
--
i am so addicted to this song .. although it's not gospel music .. but somehow i felt that the lyrics can relate to God
i just felt that this is what i need to do .. for the good times and the bad times .. i should think of God.. and knowing that He's there for me and there's really nothing i couldnt bear cuz He's there for me .. no matter how big a problem .. think of God .. pray to God.. and it's gone.. it's like He chase away the storm..
i was juz thinking about what sis bao lian said.. when i faces problem.. i break down and cry .. instead of relying on God's strength.. i relied on my own.. i fail to trust in God in times of problems.. and that's my weakness
I'm weak but He's strong.. i should learn to lean on Him .. For God is extra extra near those who have a broken heart
w i t h . l o v e
9:11 AM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
i m so sorry dear all regular readers..
for my failure to update my blog for a few days..
=X
aniwae.. i was quite busy this few days..
i am working every morning - that's explains the dark rings around my eyes-
and i have bible study.. cellgroup meetings and choir practices
im a busy girl ><
haha.. aniwae..
today at work was pretty bad
i got BLAMED 4 times for stuffs which i didnt do..
dun wish to mention any..
but today is a bad day
but tml is goin to be better ..
cuz we go from glory to glory .. strength to strength
aniwae.. updates on my work..
i accidentally poured fish and chips over one customer..
thank God that person did not scold me or anithing..
or i will cry =X
cuz i was like.. getting scolded for nothing today lor
customer dun wan onions.-the chopped one- i keyed in no onions.
kana the chef's scoldings..
den manager cleared table never throw away the rubbish
i kana the chef's scoldings
the chef purposely wan me to get him a jug of ice and den told me he was kidding with me
i got "scolded" by my manager
i felt so unjust !
but never mind.. i practice forgiving and forgetting
tml's a new day..
oh yeah.. there's this guy .. that alwayz come and eat pasta de lor
for 1 week liao.. everyday lehx..
somemore.. the first day he came.. he came in in the afternoon.. den in the evening
machiam a bit siao =X
our food got so nice mehx?
alright.. enough rantings about work
went for make up cellgroup today
first impression was that Bro Adrian is a very fierce man =X
but aniwae.. today's msg struck something in me
diligence..
am i diligent in seeking God?
Although God's love is unconditional.. His blessings are not
it depends on how much we want it..
or rather..
when we pray for something
is it A NEED or A WANT?
if it is A WANT.. we gave God the options of choosing whether to bless us or not
but if it is A NEED..God has the obligations to fulfill our needs
for thus says the Lord .. i shall satisfy all your NEEDS
be diligent .. SEEK after God
that's what i would do..
not stop unless i feel the presence of God..
i should have tt kind of perserverance
amen? =D
w i t h . l o v e
11:42 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
had this special moments where God speaks to us..
out of nowhere.. there's this still small voice that spoke to you
God is speaking to me..
My Child.. Why do you lack of faith? Why let fear consume you? Where's the childlike faith that you used to have?
i cannot deny.. i have faltered along my walk with the Lord..
i cannot deny indeed.. i have thoughts of backsliding..
but yet everytime.. something pulled me back
though i noe i may be not as sensitive to the Holy Spirit as i used to ..
but somehow i guess.. the spirit is reminding me.. God is alwayz there for me..
i lacked the faith to trust Him in my results.. i guess..
i let others' emotions affect me...
God has not given us the spirit of fear.. but of love , power and a sound mind..
i often think.. since God sae we are the head and not the tail..
how come i could get B3 for my chinese *yes yes.. i am still sore over my chinese result*
i often think about the promises of God.. and how it doesnt apply to me..
but i guess.. i overlooked one verse..
God's ways are higher than ours.. His thoughts are higher than ours.
i guess.. with my simple mind i cannot understand His plans for me..
i let my emotions overtook my faith..
so now..
God spoke..
I need to get back the faith..
i have to pull myself back everytime i felt like goin the other way..
The path of a righteous is directed by the Lord
Pro 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
Lean not on your own understanding
In all your ways , acknowledge Him
And He shall direct your path
how true..
i claim that verse as MY VERSE =X
w i t h . l o v e
10:24 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
Listening to : Jamelia - superstar
I don't know what it is
that makes me feel like this
i don't know who you are
but you must be some kind of superstar
----
98 degrees - My Everything
The loneliness of nights alone
The search for strength to carry on
My ever hope has seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
You are my everything
Nothing your heart won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams are suddenly reality
You've opened up my love to feel
A kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing inlife that I would ever trade
For the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Your my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
the only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray, On bended knee
That you will always be, My everything
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free,
And you have made my soul complete
For all time (for all time)
Your my everything (Your my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (Your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be, My everything
Your my everything (Your my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (Your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be, My everything
Every night I pray, down on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything, oh my everything
--
i dunno why... but i got a feeling it's you
w i t h . l o v e
10:30 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
learnt to play canon in d on guitar =D
i'm a happy girl
my boyfriend HAVE to know how to play canon in d on piano
or else -hiak hiak-
musically inclined is a plus
sounds familiar
*shrugs*
haha..
aniwae..
new song today
pretty rock and cool
wore contact lens
had this feeling that it mite drop out anitime
but it didnt
so thank God
w i t h . l o v e
1:31 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
there's this weird music comin out of nowhere
it was there since 7am in the morning
that is the cause of why i woke up early
i juz feel like shoutin
SHUT UP LAH
discreetly
but i guess..
i will hold it..
Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence |
You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.
You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.
|
w i t h . l o v e
9:12 AM
i dreamt of a man teaching me how to wear contact lens
wth?!
somemore that man is someone i never met before.. sometimes i wonder.. how come my brain can conjure such a strange image =X
anywae.. aries tried teaching me how to wear contact lens yesterday
i got in my right eye one..
but i tried for 1 hr
yeah 1 HOUR to get my left eye in..
but i failed miserably =~
i wanted the professional help -no offense =X-
but that lady not free
-rolled my eyes-
blame me for my impatience
w i t h . l o v e
8:20 AM
Friday, January 14, 2005
alright.. i guess my final decision will be poly..
after a talk with my manager .. my brother..
poly is practical.. jc is too academic-ruled..
my colleagues mostly from jcs now in uni told me that poly graduates are better den the jc graduates in terms of performance in uni..
so now.. since i got my vision -without vision people perishes-
i hope that's wat i should do ..
nursing's the course for me..
if it is what God wans me to be in .. i guess.. anyhow also can get in =X
but ...
nursing is the easiest to get in course
so .. why should i worry?
my brother asked me to take creative media design
something im interested in..
but i cannot go uni with that diploma to study psychology..
so yeah.. i pretty much decided..
it's now the time to psycho the clique -hiak hiak-
hope that we will somehow end up in the same poly =X
w i t h . l o v e
10:16 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Outgoing (E) 50% Withdrawn (I) 50% Realistic (S) 54.29% Imaginative (N) 45.71% Emotional (F) 58.33% Intellectual (T) 41.67% Organized (J) 56.25% Improvised (P) 43.75% | You are a Guardian, possible professions include - counseling, ministry, library work, nursing , secretarial, curators, bookkeepers, dental hygienists, computer operator, personnel administrator, paralegal, real estate agent, artist, interior decorator, retail owner, musician, elementary school teacher, physical therapist, nurse, social worker, personnel counselor, alcohol/drug counselor. | |
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OMG!!!! NURSE!!!!
i alwayz know that i am good in counselling people
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i got two results cuz im 50% at introvert thing and extrovert thing
i alwayz know that im unique *smirk*
both got nurse and counsellor..
maybe
that's what i should do
so yeah
nursing.. here i come =X
w i t h . l o v e
2:29 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
wondering what course should i take in poly..
i don think i will be goin jc even if i can make it
i dun think i can survive there =X
quite interested in nursing..
check out their modules.. include clinical , behaviour sciences and blah blah blah
can take psycology as an elective too
so i guess.. nursing should be the one for me =X
nyp and np both offer this course *np new course lah*
but np doesnt appeal to me as much as nyp
maybe becuz nyp very big =X
am still thinkin..
the career prospects and stuff
w i t h . l o v e
1:47 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
another weird dream today..
somehow i only remember i was binding the devil in my dream -.-''
unlike some other times when i truely woke up and sae a prayer or something..
is it my over-active imagination?
i cant stop thinkin about poly and jc..
my dreams of being a psychologist..
goin to nyp open house
who wanna go can sms me? we go together..
haha..
having a chat fest -that's what gab called it- with gab later
visiting chee ning..
i am sick of working
but i like talking to the people there
haha
should i quit?
w i t h . l o v e
10:08 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
i dreamt of the tsunami..
i dreamt that i was in a car that my friend was driving
i dreamt lots of weird dreams
my back is aching..
w i t h . l o v e
8:16 AM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
was thinking alot alot this whole week..
sort of affected my whole inward mood
juz came back from my friend's grandfather's funeral
somehow reminded me of what happened last year
so many uncertain stuff yet to happen
im afraid to trust in Him..
afraid to find that i will be disappointed by my results
afraid of the tests that He's gonna give me
but i've learnt something from the lessons in victorious living
It is to ask grace from Him to let me endure the test
i guess.. He will not give anything that would break us but something to stretch us to the limit and perhaps beyond
i guess.. it's a healing process.. and it's never easy
not smooth sailing at all
Lord .. i pray..Please let me be obedience to your calling ..
i will not deny that I'm worried
after seeing all that has happened
i often wonder
would i stay on?
and after that
will i get stronger..?
questions upon questions linger in my mind
yet i noe.. His ways are higher than our ways.. His thoughts are higher than our thoughts
yet bible promises seemed to be conflicting to what i've been through..
by saying seemed i meant on the appearance..
however we should not take note of the outward appearance
so now.. what i am trying to sae is
I am confused..
the devil is up to his funny tricks again
i think i can hold on to that bible promise.. at least that the very least
He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world
so now.. God.. where should i go?
w i t h . l o v e
1:45 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
it has been such a long time since i last bought any cd..
so now.. here's my to get list::
* Eternity
* Love Songs
* Love Stories
* Bling Bling 2
perhaps more when i do get my shopping done on 31st
anywae.. i love this song.. you all should listen to it =X .. it's nice
Tata Young - I Think of You
When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do
[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you
Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe
Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do
[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear
[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you
w i t h . l o v e
7:07 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
my feet's killing me =~
i worked 10 hours straight..
haha..
saw lots of innova peeps on my way home
munirah called me .. she asked me to go innova's campfire tonight..
but too bad.. im working =X
but i LOVE CAMPFIRE..
=~
i still miss sch..
met lots of new peeps
enjoy working with the people at pasta cafe
people like jona .. yasmine.. weini.. even today.. chris..
he's so ke lian.. kana bully =X
not by me lah =X
aniwae.. the kitchen peeps are okay
except a few attitude ones *rolled eyes*
w i t h . l o v e
11:06 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
how many a times are you guilty of this?
that when you need God.. then u will seek Him..
but when you dont need Him .. you will chuck Him aside?
sad to sae.. im guilty of this as well..
but when you truly repent and seek God's face once again..
It's His presence that touches you.. His presence that makes you fall all over in love with Him..
Sometimes .. when we didnt get what we pray for .. we asked God why..
we waited to hear His voice .. but to despair.. HE didnt reply..
perhaps .. friends.. it's not that He never reply.. it is that sub-conciously you alreadi passed the verdict.. that God will not reply.. that's the reason why u missed that still small voice of His
God's ways are higher than ours.. His thoughts higher than ours
Delay is never Denial.. God knows juz the right timing to do what is needed to do
When you pray.. pray with faith and expectancy.. keeps on praying without ceasing
Ask and keep on asking .. Seek and keep on seeking .. Knock and keep on knocking
Here's a not quite good example
1st 10 mins :: God help me plsplspls
20 mins later :: WAH GOD.. HELP ME NOW NOW NOW NOW ARRRR
30 mins later :: im gonna die ... im gonna die
you're being so negative and not trusting God..
instead when don't you do this..
1st 10 mins : God i pray that you will help me.. that You sae in Your Word that no weapons that form against us shall prosper.. and that i will trust in You to protect me..
20 mins later :: I know God You are with me and You will protect me..
30 mins later :: God .. it is You that i will trust
..
see the difference?
w i t h . l o v e
9:24 AM
i knew it was coming
i can see the tell tale signs of it
i knew it
i knew it
i knew it..
knew what??
..
...
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I knew that Gab was going to quit sooner of later *past tense as she alreadi quitted*
*whines*
that heartless girl left me in there to fend for myself..
oh so poor me
but nevermind
we are gonna work together like for 10 hours on friday
im gonna get so sick of her face =X
and i still cant believe that
*gab if you are seeing this*
HE'S YOUNGER THAN ME
whack me out of my shock
thankew very much
but aniwae..
im interviewing for another job too
see no point in staying after my darling is gone
awwwwwwwwwwwww
-touched??-
heh
w i t h . l o v e
8:48 AM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
have you ever wonder how God speaks to you?
have you ever make small little prayer to God asking Him to speak to you but you did not hear His voice?
God speak to us in many many different ways.. if you're sensitive enough.. You can hear His voice..
Here's a story => A gallon of milk
A Gallon of Milk
A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways.
It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God ... If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk.
The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home. As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, "Turn down that street."
"This is crazy," he thought, and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, "Okay, God, I will". He drove several blocks when suddenly he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in semicommercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.
Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street." The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. "Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid." Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk.
Finally, he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here."
He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?" Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and t-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. "What is it?" The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you."
The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway speaking loudly in Spanish. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk." His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I asked Him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?"
The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that God still answers prayers
w i t h . l o v e
1:37 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
it's so nice of alex to rip my chuck of entry and post it on his blog
thanks a lot..
(sarcasm intended)
w i t h . l o v e
2:58 PM
alrighty..
it's time to stop my infatuation for a certain someone
w i t h . l o v e
8:26 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
alright.. sch's starting for most people tml =D
haha.. but definately.. sch is better than work
trust me.. i speak from my experience..
haha.. here's my next week schedule..
monday :: 6 pm - 10 pm
tuesday :: 6 pm - 10 pm
friday :: 12 pm - 6 pm
sunday :: 1 pm - 6 pm
have fun at sch peeps
i miss sch (=
w i t h . l o v e
7:47 PM
came home at 7am yesterday morning.. i was stranded outside my own house *which is a normal thing for me =D* pressing the doorbell until i woke my mum up..
once i got into the house.. changing my clothes off.. i fell into deep slumber..
woke up at 12noon den went back to nap and fully awoken by 12.30pm.. haha..
prepare a bit then go to church le
pastor is so funny today ..
a new year
a new beginning
forget the past..embrace the new
God is graceful ..He is a God of chances..
new year = new chances
to improve .. to breakthrough.. to love .. to fulfil..
yup
w i t h . l o v e
1:03 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
hey people...
hope i am not too late to sae this
but hey to all
HAPPY NEW YEAR
a new year ..
new targets
new goals..
excited about service tml..
FIRST SERVICE OF THE YEAR
haha..
im blogging this at vincent's hse
was supposed to thon outside
but in the end
cannot take the breeze and stuff
yeah
have fun peeps
w i t h . l o v e
3:11 AM