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Sunday, January 09, 2005
was thinking alot alot this whole week..
sort of affected my whole inward mood
juz came back from my friend's grandfather's funeral
somehow reminded me of what happened last year
so many uncertain stuff yet to happen
im afraid to trust in Him..
afraid to find that i will be disappointed by my results
afraid of the tests that He's gonna give me
but i've learnt something from the lessons in victorious living
It is to ask grace from Him to let me endure the test
i guess.. He will not give anything that would break us but something to stretch us to the limit and perhaps beyond
i guess.. it's a healing process.. and it's never easy
not smooth sailing at all
Lord .. i pray..Please let me be obedience to your calling ..
i will not deny that I'm worried
after seeing all that has happened
i often wonder
would i stay on?
and after that
will i get stronger..?
questions upon questions linger in my mind
yet i noe.. His ways are higher than our ways.. His thoughts are higher than our thoughts
yet bible promises seemed to be conflicting to what i've been through..
by saying seemed i meant on the appearance..
however we should not take note of the outward appearance
so now.. what i am trying to sae is
I am confused..
the devil is up to his funny tricks again
i think i can hold on to that bible promise.. at least that the very least
He who is in me is greater than he who is in the world
so now.. God.. where should i go?
w i t h . l o v e
1:45 AM
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