Monday, February 28, 2005
izzit me or izzit that the time pass by ultra slowly today?
can someone die over/from anxiety?
started to get cold feet...
butterflies in the stomach..
i nid to draw from God..
His strength..
this is what i will do today
after i get my results
i wun open it
until im out of school
-that gives the excuse of not telling my results to people who ask-
i will be meeting dinah and sister baolian
to get a present for someone
i will only open my results
after i shopped for her present
countdown: less than 2 hours
GOD , i nid Your blessings
-peaceout-
w i t h . l o v e
12:30 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
i dreaded the thought of my principal talking nonstop for 1 hour tml..
more waiting
being in the kingdom of God is never easy
when u juz growing stronger and meditating on His words
spiritual attacks come
it came in various forms..
doubts .. past failures
but greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world
results tml..
guyz.. pray for me yeah?
here's a song i hope i can apply to myself
--
Whatever my eyes can see
Lord you have given to me
Whatever i ask in your name
You have given too
Whatever my hands can touch
Lord you have made into much
Wherever i go in your name
I go with you
I have the substance of the things i hope for
Proof of the things unseen
I believe in the power that you breathe on me
I have the substance of the things i hope for
Proof of the things unseen
Gonna shout the walls down as i pray
We fight the fight of faith
Taking ground at your command
We fight the fight of faith
Upon the solid rock we stand
We fight the fight of faith
Your living word is in our hands
We fight the fight of faith
We desire your fire can see your dream
Proclaim your name and every knee shall bow
--
w i t h . l o v e
11:16 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
results will be released on monday
crap.. cheated my feelings..
all along i tht it's on friday due to some certain sources that claimed to be reliable
but nonetheless..
it's gonna come
thank you to those who have been praying for me
there is POWER in agreement =X
i believe God for good results..
yeah..
jc or poly..
not really decided..
praying for a direction..
conference was great!
am really glad i came to the last night lor
although have to sit at the lobby..
hearing God's words are enough for me..
wun update much
w i t h . l o v e
11:56 PM
was hit by God's revelation during the conference..
we are ALL CALLED to be missionaries!
the problem is.. how to be a good one? (if we wan to be 1 , we better be a good one rite?)
things in my life are going to be changed drastically
you can give without loving , but you can never love without giving..
i nid a BIGGER capacity to contain people in my life
when God speaks.. i nid to obey.. thousands of souls are in my hands..i'm gonna be accountable for them
the mission field starts right outside of church..
we are called to preach to the Gentiles
Gentiles (hebrew) = nations (english)
i got no more time to waste..
was watching the "Benny Hinn's" clip while waiting for the conference to start
was touched by the whole clip..
it is amazing that God do wonderful miracles for us..
all we have to do is to believe
my results are coming on out friday..
has been under lots of spiritual attacks recently
but
greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world
PTL!
i noe i will surely do better this time den my prelims (we go from glory to glory , strength to strength)
but..
i am specific to what i wan
and i noe my God loves to make the impossible possible
so
i am prepared to be WOW by my own result
managing my expectations well..
i dont wan a recap of what happen during my chinese Os
i dun wan to lose the faith that i've found back..
and whatever i get
is whatever God wans me to get
Rejoice alwayz .. giving thanks to the Lord for this is the will of me in Christ Jesus
i will go where He wans me to
obedience is very important
right ? (i could hear lots of Amens)
Delight yourself in the Lord
And He shall give the desires of your heart
w i t h . l o v e
12:24 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
lots of things happened during this post..
-told gab about the singpass.. she told me about CPF..suddenly realized i've threw away my singpass 2 years agao..panicked..trying not to freak out..look at solution at the website.. realized i could reset singpass and get new singpass..calm-ed down..goin CDC tomorrow to apply.. msg-ed ning to tell her..she called me.. asked me to apply.. due to the rule of NO THIRD PARTY .. i cannot do that for her.. she flying off to Sydney tml morning..panicked for her again .. she sae ask her mum to try...relax-ed abit.. came to blog again-
rite.. to make up for lost time.. i shall do a truncated post..
fri::
work in the morning
missed choir practice
had cellgroup meeting
--
sat::
woke up at 8 .. went to church at 10 .. helping out in children's church
saw alot of kids x)
so cute!
so happy can help out in children's church
went to meet my choir IC helper after that..
den went to meet my cellgroup members to book seats
so excited that PASTOR SUN WAS LEADING FOR OUR SERVICE
worship was GREAT! presence of God was there!
Pastor preached a GREAT msg
went for service 3 again
discipleship at 9.30pm..
went out of church around 10.30pm
reached home around 12am
---
sunday:
woke up at 7am..went to church at 8am..
missed service 4.. so went to cafe
eat .. drink .. play
den went to meet ex-6J people to go ex form teacher's house
being anti-social.. i only talked to selected few
went home instead of eating with them
cuz too tired
manager asked me to work tonight
too tired to work
--
RENEW MY LIFE
Key: D
Worship
RENEW MY LIFE
LORD JESUS
I NEVER WANT TO BE THE SAME
RENEW MY LIFE
LORD JESUS
PLACE THIS HEART INSIDE OF ME
IN MY LIFE AND THOUGHTS
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS
THAT NEED THE CHANGE
THAT ONLY YOUR LOVE CAN BRING
AND I NEED TO BE TRANSFORMED
INTO YOUR LIKENESS, O LORD
CHANGE THIS HEART INSIDE OF ME
--
Matt 22:37-40
Jesus said to him,"You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind."
"This is the first and great commandment."
"And the second is like it:'You shall love your neighbour as yourself.' "
"On these two commanments hang all the Law and the Prophets."
Jesus loves the sinners... He hates their sins..
i dislike big time liars
it's christians like her makes people think wrongly about christianity
oh pardon me.. if that seems to serious
but if a christian was revolted by the actions..i dont see why an unchurch wont
Jesus said .. The truth shall set you free..
-You are trapping others and yourself-
--
am i wrong to think this way ?
i think.. i am too empathetic..
w i t h . l o v e
11:27 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Cry - Written by Bro KC
LOST IN YOU ALONE
IS WHERE I WANNA BE
TO HEAR YOUR VOICE
SOFTLY IN MY EAR
YOU WHISPER WORDS TO ME
THAT I AM YOURS
CANT LIVE A DAY
WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE
CLOSER TO YOU
I WANNA BE
MY SOUL CRIES OUT
FOR MORE OF YOU MY LORD
MY PORTION AND HOPE
I CLOSE MY EYES
AND FEEL YOU NEAR
THERE'S NOBODY ELSE
THAT CAN TAKE YOUR PLACE
IN MY HEART
--
Your Word - City Harvest Church (i dunno who wrote it)
YOUR WORD
IS A LAMP UNTO MY FEET
LIGHT UNTO MY PATH
MY LIVING COUNSEL
YOUR VOICE
IS LIKE THE MIGHTY WIND
OPENS UP THE SEA
SHAKES THE HEAVENS
YOUR TRUH
ABIDE WITHIN MY HEART
MY FAITH AND HOPE IS FOUND IN YOU
YOU HOLd MY WORLD
BY THE POWER OF YOUR WORD
YOU ARE THE TREASURE I SEARCH
ALL MY PRAISES YOU DESERVE
I SET MY HEART
ON THE THINGS ABOVE
YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I LOVE
I GIVE MY HEART AND ALL TO YOU
STAND UPON YOUR WORD
WALK IN TRUTH AND LOVE
I TRUST IN YOU
---
THANK GOD for His promises
THANK GOD for supplying all my NEEDS
w i t h . l o v e
10:19 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
received this email from tian xiang ::
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Hey guys.. received letters recently from the Ministry of Education (MOE) inviting you to attend a teaching recruitment seminar??
Hmm.. this MAY hint something about your O Levels results. i'm not really sure.
An article spotted on Today Newspaper reported something about the letter from MOE. Does recieving the letter mean you have a L1R5 of around 17 points for O levels? One of my friends told me about this and i think it may interest you guys too. In fact, I think most of the people in the school are talking about this now(at least in my class it is).
I did some research and i found the article on the internet.
Go to http://www.todayonline.com/articles/34053.asp to view the article.
---
so .. since i never receive ani letters..
that means i can less than 17 for my L1R5
-think positively-
and.. God promise that He WILL do exceedingly abundantly above all we think or ask..
so ..
yeah
x)
i think positively..
w i t h . l o v e
10:05 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
i requested to go home an hour earlier
basically becuz my eye is abit swollen and painful ..
and of cuz.. im dead beat..
babies make my day brighter
was working on sunday night.. there's this cute little boy in front of us
i couldnt resist smiling at him
both jona and i were like "ooooh .. the baby so cute" that kinda expression
and guess what?
the cute little thing winked at us
my goodness.. SO SWEET AND CUTE
and well..
yesterday .. there's another cute little baby boy at the mirror there
i smiled at him through the mirror
that little boy juz waved back
AHA!
cute thing eh?
he waved goodbye too -well... his mum waved for him-
haha
i love babies tt behave well -who doesnt-
whiny kids juz drive me up the wall
--
although i've never been in a relationship before
i know well enough from tv dramas that
people forcing couples to break off are very despicable
-sighs-
what kind of world are we living in?
a fallen one..
-sighs-
w i t h . l o v e
6:32 PM
Your EQ is |
133
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
w i t h . l o v e
12:11 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
great v day -sarcasm-
i got knocked by chris during work
now my left eye is hurting
-sighs-
cant make it to choir prac
tired
have to work tml.. 10am - 6 pm
i think i will be exhausted...
w i t h . l o v e
11:35 PM
my heart skipped a beat
i read from someone's blog saying that O's results will be release on 19 feb .. or somewhere near there
it's even nearer than what some other people are saying
some say 25th some say 28th
i bind the spirit of doubt and fear
2 tim 1 : 7
"For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. "
I am able to do well because God says I am the head not the tail , Above and never beneath..
I know i will definately get better results than what i've alreadi gotten for prelims .. which means i will get very good results..
so i shall not worry.. for anithing that is not of faith is sin
so i shall continue to meditate on God's words .. i shall not waver ..
i wanted to share this verse
Eph 3:20
"Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us"
my dear friends.. God hears our prayers..when we confess it .. even when we think of it.. God hears it
have a positive mindset .. How can God work miracles when we keep having negative thoughts?
Pro 3:5-6
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your path."
let that verse not only serve as a reminder, let it be rooted in our heart and mind.
1 thess 5:16-18
"Rejoice alwayz, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you."
w i t h . l o v e
2:01 PM
why it alwayz happen to me?
now everyone knows about it
-sighs-
well.. aniwae.. had a great time for service
new song this week.. sung by brother mark
nice and very groovy praise song
will put up the lyrics when im not in -lazy- mood
tml's valentine's dae
so i wish everyone
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
yeah..
i am working tml night
drop by to eat
valentine's day special
w i t h . l o v e
12:12 AM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
constantine is nice
so nice
keanu reeves is drop dead sexy + charming + handsome
<3
quite tired now
going to slp soon..
so yeah..
just blog to sae
how much i <3 keanu reeves
x)
w i t h . l o v e
1:50 AM
Friday, February 11, 2005
Artist:Ryan Cabrera
Album:Take It All Away
Title:True
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try, anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
i love that song <3<3<3<3<3
w i t h . l o v e
10:50 AM
watching constantine with my cellgroup members today!!!
catching the 1050pm show cuz both millie and i have to work
yesterday .. a group of them came over my house to watch mulan
in the end.. millie and i went in my parent's room to watch windstruck
=X
valentine's day mood is getting into everyone
even friendster *rolled my eyes*
being dateless =X , i have to work on valentine's day
which is not a bad thing
instead of spending money
i earn money
haha..
alright.. going to bugis later to shop
so yeah..
everyone
take care
w i t h . l o v e
10:09 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
i hate it when im deprived of peaceful sleep..
that "tong-tong-chang" noises are getting on my nerves
i dislike walking around with panda-like eyes
but ..
that's exactly my look now
-sighs-
mummy bringing me to buy clothes -again?-
i rather she buys the creative muvo player for me =X
since both amounts to the same.. maybe more if she chose to buy clothes for me
i've been ranting non-stop..
it's bad .. to rant all the time during CNY
i went to JaLan KaYu yesterday at 9pm
there's no place to park the car
the place was so crowded that you even wonder whether the roti prata was free
we waited for 1 hour before the food arrived..
i am amazed by my mental strength
i can sit there for like 2 hours withstanding smoke blowing into my face by the fellow patrons around
oh yeah!
i saw bro justin when our food just arrived
LoLx
when we left after buying take-aways..
his still haven arrive
haha..
we waited for 1hr
i think his cellgroup prolly waited for more than 1 hr
i dunno why am i blogging all this nonsense
killing time before the visiting starts again?
-tired-
w i t h . l o v e
9:39 AM
Monday, February 07, 2005
i cannot take it when people take me as their vending machine ALL THE TIME.
i cannot take it when people blow their top at me when i merely ask them a question
the thing that i cant take the most is that people contradicting themselves and think that it's the other person that is..
that's what i call.. self-denial
stop deceiving yourself..
you noe who you are
there's a limit in tolarating you
im afraid
you're over that limit
w i t h . l o v e
7:14 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
WOAH.. POWERFUL WEEKEND @ CHURCH -smilez-
Pastor John Bevere is GOOD -thumbs up and up and up-
the weekend kicked off with a great praise and worship .. we introduced the new song "CRY" and it was really great.. the presence of God was strong.. the whole service was filled with excitement..
the best of all was before the preaching start.. We were singing "everything's alright" and Bro Mark did a rap.. i only managed to catch that first stanza -i noe.. i lousy at catching lyrics-
here's part of it::
Yo , Everybody Come on
Check it out and See
Get up , and take an awesome ride with G-O-D
--
yeah .. i think That's the lyrics lah..
if i can get the song.. i wil post it alright -smilez-
aniwae..
Pastor preached about "Drawing Near to God"
it's REALLY REALLY POWERFUL..
i definately recommends His book "Drawing NEar"
after hearing part of it from service...
i went for 3 services.. i wanted to go for 5 services..
but becuz i have to accompany my cellgroup member to make up cell .. so i only attended 3
and i like the way Pastor John Bevere preaches..
IT IS WAY COOL!
oright...
backtracked a little.
went for choir prac on fri..
Sis Bel taught us an old song..
---
When i look into Your Holiness
When i gaze into Your Loveliness
When all things that surround me
Become shadows in the light of You
When i found the joy of reaching Your heart
when my will becomes enthroned with Your love
when all things that surround me
become shadows in the light of You
I worship You
I worship You
The reason i live , is to worship You
--
beautiful song with a personal touch
OH YEAH!
AM SO BLESSED BY MY DEAREST MS HEE -grinning-
she juz blessed me with a Hillsong Album
-lots of hugs and kisses to her-
my weekend has never been so exciting
and i believe.. the excitement will keep on growing
let the fire within me burn stronger and stronger each time
and i hope your's too
amen?
w i t h . l o v e
5:33 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
why do people like to flame others at their tagboards?
does it give them certain joy in posting malicious comment?
-i dont understand.. maybe becuz.. i dont scoop that low in their level =P-
--
relationship is a complicated thing
esp when a third party enters the picture.. forcing the couple to break off
the impt word here is force..
but .. the thing is.. isnt it violating someone else's life?
no matter how much you think it is good for the person to break off..
isnt there a choice for the person herself/himself ?
after all.. it's her/his own life
-i dont understand-
--
when you noe that it's wrong in your head.. will you follow what it's right in your heart?
w i t h . l o v e
9:57 AM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
i went to bed at 10 last night
i woke up at 2am today , sneezing like mad .
wah piang!
i slping still got people wan to curse me .. xP
whoever curses the man/woman of God , the curse shall rebound.. muahahahahhahahahaha
oh right!
i came online to play
but i found nothing to play
and the thing is..
i got work at 11 am tml
that's not the end
i got bible study until 8pm
that's great and
i got choir practice which will prolly ends around 10+pm
so now...
what am i doing here? -am i in self-denial?-
i should get my sleepyhead into bed
-sighs-
but i'm too bored to do that -strange though-
since i spent almost all my pay
i left $20 to last me for the whole mth of FEB *thank God feb only got 28 days and CNY is juz round the corner*
adult fare still sucks ..
w i t h . l o v e
2:59 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
JC JOKES ::
Message: Q: How many RJC students
does
it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design
the
new bulb,one fac to test it out, one fac to
market
it and
one guy to write a stupid Email about
lightbulbs.
Q: How many HCJC students does it take
to
change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.....to compete with
RJC.........
Q: How many VJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.......one to screw it
in and
the rest to cheer and wave flags and
banners to give him/her support.
Q: How many NJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!
Q: How many AJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the
top 5 JCs...
Q: How many ACJC students does it take
to
change lightbulb??
A: None......they use all their money to
employ YJC to do it for them.
Q: How many YJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: None.....only one teacher to tell them
what a lightbulb is in the first place and to
demonstrate (how do you think they're
able to
change it for AC?)
Q: How many CJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker..........
(hmmm...*raise eyebrow*)......
Q: How many JJC students does it take to
change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that
they
make the male teacher cry.....
Q: How many TPJC students does it take
to
change a lightbulb??
A: Would they bother??
Q: How many MJC students does it take
to
change a lightbulb?
A: None.They're too busy studying. trying
not
to
get expelled..
Q: How many SAJC students does it take
to
change a lightbulb??
A: None.....they believe in praying for it.
Q: How many NYJC students does it take
to
change a lightbulb??
A: None.....they are still using oil lamps.
Q: How many SRJC students does it take
to
change a lightbulb??
A: Huh, wat litebarb ...
Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a
lightbulb??
A: None. They're more worried about the
about-to-drop-fans in the learning studios instead.
Q: Dun you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: MI!
Q: How many MI students does it take to
change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright
already
---
i bought this very nice smelling strawberry shower foam..
haha..
it's nice..
w i t h . l o v e
6:36 PM
i went out at 10 am... reached home at 11+ pm..
GOSH!
i did more than 12 hours of walking..
and i spent $300+..
and there's still somemore clothes that i haven buy
have yet to buy my jacket , shoes and bag
most imptly..
my bible!
i hope my next mth pay is enough
im gonna work more!!!!
finally got my windstruck ost from korkor
NICE!!!
i <3 korean stuff x)
w i t h . l o v e
8:47 AM